I have a lot of crazy stuff going through my head lately. I can't even figure out a way on how to put these thoughts into words...
It all doesn't make any sense...
But when I figure out a way on how to express this craziness, you guys will be the first people to know what's going on my strange, inexplicable, odd, puzzled, baffled, bewildered, bemused, peculiar, weird, enigmatic, shadowy, furtive mind...
I think I'm crazy!
kevon 4:36 PM
Just got home from Laguna. I must say, high school friends are the people you could call real friends.
I'm not saying that it's impossible to find real friends elsewhere. It's just that high school friends are different. I guess all yah'll know what I mean...
I was laughing my guts out all day! Reminiscing the old days. (Geeez, I'm talking as if I'm 50!)
Anyway, I felt like I was in high school again! There we were doing some stupid stuff like pulling each other's shorts down and using an inflated condom for a beach ball. Hell yah it was real stupid but no one cared. We were all having fun!
katz, lyka, ian, allen, carlo, daniel, jonathan, thanks for making me laugh!
kevon 6:43 PM
It has been a while since the last time I smiled...
Will somebody get me out of this phase!
kevon 1:33 PM
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kevon 12:50 PM
While I was in my room watching T.V. a swarm of little flying bugs filled my room. (Those are what the old folks would call gamo-gamo.) And what I would like to call, winged ants from hell!
Coming out of a little crack on my bedroom wall, they blanketed the entire room. Flying around like they were under some sort of spell, enchanted by my bedroom light.
I was frozen with fear until I had mustered enough courage to reach under my bed for my secret weapon.
BAYGON!
Spraying at point-blank range, I watched as these little demons "dropped like flies" so to speak.
HAHA! I won the battle!
My bedroom floor was covered with dead bugs. I watched as their corpses were sucked in the vacuum cleaner.
I never thought I'd say this but I felt a bit sorry for those little critters. They never knew what hit them. But I sure ain't gonna let them take over my bedroom.
kevon 10:53 PM
nope! that's a little too much!
there, that's better!
This is bullshit!
anyway, Happy Birthday Patch
have a great time guys!
kevon 6:11 PM
All is set for me to take up Music Ed.
Thanks to the kind dean and to the whole Conservatory.
Though I am now facing a major set-back, I don't have the money to send myself to school.
So sad, so down, again...
kevon 9:45 PM
Still in UST,
Not in AB.
Happy, really happy!
Though sad at the same time. I'm gonna miss my AB friends.
I remember writing something like this on top of a desk in room 213.
This is in memory of my AB days.
Every minute of my day, all the days of my week.
Echoing in my head the name I dare not speak.
For if I speak the name the earth will shake,
if I speak the name my heart will break.
That is one of the many things that I will miss in AB. The desks that I love to vandalize.
kevon 2:42 PM
Happy Easter! To all the Christians like me!
To the Jews, don't get mad.
We just thought that he has been here, you're thinking that he's coming.
just a slight difference. :p
kevon 6:41 PM
Okay so here I am... Bored!
Never been so bored before in my entire life! My whole family's in Subic havin' a grand time. It's okay I never intended to go with them anyway.
Just like one of my all time favorite movies "Home Alone" minus the adventures. Funny, I just realized my name is also Kevin.
Shit! Nothing to do! Smoked two packs of cigarette today due to extreme boredom. Hey that's something new for me.
No dishes to wash for I have been eating microwave dinners for two days now.
No where to go. The whole hood's like a ghost town, the only open store lies a mile from where I am right now.
How long will this last? When will this end? I need something to do! Like the famous saying goes, "Idle hands are the devil's playground or workshop." Whatever! I think my life's too damn idle for the devil to be interested in.
kevon 9:42 PM
K.A.L.C. version
To the seven who changed the way I look at life...
Moe
Dipa
Voltaire
shobe AK
Mina
Toni
shobe Tina
I wish that I could find the perfect words to say,
But maybe silence is the best way to explain.
I wish that I could buy a little more time,
but everything changes I guess that's life.
Don't throw away all the moments that we had.
Just walk away but don't walk away mad.
Coz we knew this time would come soon,
But now it's too late and it is time for us to say,
It's time to say goodbye...
It's kinda funny how the way time flies.
Just when you thought you knew, it just passes you by.
You know it's time to turn the page, another chapter is about to end
and that's the hardest part.
Don't throw away all the moments that we had.
Just walk away but don't walk away mad.
Coz we knew this time would come soon,
But now it's too late and it's time for us to say,
It's time to say goodbye...
I can't believe it's time.
Well I guess it's here, the time we all feared
I'm struggling hard tryin' to hold back tears,
Where did all the time go I don't understand
I guess this is what happens while you're makin' plans.
On and on time flows on,
Quickly here and now it's gone
But hey... let's celebrate the good times
But for now I guess this is
Goodbye...
kevon 6:29 PM
I feel numb...
Don't know what to do...
Can't explain it, it feels like the end, but you know there's a lot more to come...
I think it is just so hard for me to tell myself that this is the end, no where to go, let's just call it a day... So I won't...
I'm just picturing my life as a book torn in half, with the end part missing. You know that there is an existing end, but I wouldn't care to look for the end, I'm just gonna let time reveal the end to me...
Too late, too many regrets, too bad...
I'm gonna be needing all the help I could get, I'm willing to sing for any band of whatever genre, I'm willing to play anywhere I can stage. This is the only thing I could do without screwing up, to blurt music out of my mouth...
Depressed and ready to rest. Yah the thought actually crossed my mind, the thought of killing myself. You guys can't blame me, I know it is a stupid idea. Still I am keeping it as my last option.
"You wouldn't be normal if you didn't go through this. This happens even to the best of us. It's O-K, take it easy." From Ogoy to Moe from Moe to me. Thanks a lot Moe. I needed that. I wished I had a brother like Ogoy, a guy who can really talk some shit into your head...
"And we all bleed the same way as you do. And we all have the same things to go through. Hold on." - Good Charlotte
I'm in deep shit! Someone get me outta' here!
kevon 8:48 PM
